January 2012
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I just can't wait
I really can’t wait for my boobs to small enough to where I can fit into normal swimsuits again. I can wear normal bras, I can go to Victoria’s Secret and not feel like a fucking freak.
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I want to be lie flat on my bed, and not only see...
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Surviving Christmas
Here are some tips to surviving Christmas this year. I know it’s going to be hard, but it will be well worth it.
1. Make sure nothing on your plate touches each other. This way, even if you have a large plate, it won’t be overflowing.
2. Make sure you eat one item at a time. This way you fill up before you eat too much. Make sure you eat the healthiest thing first, so when you...
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Thinspo Tip of the Day
Start your day off with lemon water (a glass a water with the juice of half a lemon). It boosts your metabolism, gives you a ton of energy, and helps you feel more full. Also drink lemon water after hard workouts, before meals, or really just whenever you feel hungry. It will help you feel better, and it’s shown to help aid with weight loss.
Hope this helps my dearies!
Today
Today is the first day I’ve really started seeing results. I’ve lost six pounds in total this week. When I weighed myself at the Y it read I was two pounds lighter. I was in shock. i’m so excited this is happening so quickly and easily.
I’m so happy!
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I just want to binge.
Eating just makes everything go away. But starving myself helps me feel the pain of living.
Day 4: Your Greatest fears about weight loss
I guess my greatest fears are not loosing all the weight I want. I want to be so skinny, I just don’t know if it’s possible when my new womanly body. I just want all of this weight to be gone, and I’m terrified it’s not going to go any where and I’m going to be stuck being disgustingly fat for the rest of my life.
Food Intake
B: 10 pieces of nori, and a cup of green tea. (10 calories)
L: Low fat yogurt and granola (194 calories)
D: Salad with low fat yogurt ranch dressing (120 calories)
Dessert: Gingerbread cookie (84 calories)
Total: 408 calories.
Workout: 503 calories burned
Net: -105 calories
Thin Tip Of The Day
When craving something salty and crunchy, eat a pickle. They are often between 0 and 10 calories. Therefore giving you something you want, without ruining your whole day.
Day Two
I’m 5’4. I do like my height, I’m not too short, and I’m not too tall. I just wish I was a bit shorter, I know that sounds strange. But I want to be small enough to wear my highest heels and still be shorter than my boyfriend.
I guess I just want to be all around tiny.
Calories
Day One-
Breakfast: 4 oz Greek Yogurt with almonds- 200 calories
Lunch: Veggie Patty in a pita pocket with neufenburg cheese- 250 calories
Dinner: Parsnip and turnip soup over brown rice- 150 calories
Total- 600 calories
Workout- 800 calories burned
Today was a good day, I still feel fat, but it was a good day.
Last Night
Last night I drove into the depths of binge eating. I’m such a fucking pig. I can’t even count how many calories I had. Yet when I woke up this morning all I want to do is take some pills and go back to sleep. I’m so grossed out by even the thought of myself right now. The holidays are going to be so hard. I have no idea what I’m going to do.
Yet, I guess it was good...
Stats
Weight: 150
Height: 5’4
Thighs: 23 inches
Waist: 31.5 inches
Arms: 12 inches
Goal Weight 1: 135
Goal Weight 2: 120
Goal Weight 3: 105
Final Goal Weight: 100
When swimsuit season comes around I will be skinny.
My Body
I’m the thickest I’ve ever been. I’m only 5’4 and weight 150. I’m disgusting. Every time I look at myself in the mirror I cry. I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been in my life. Just two summers ago I weighed 110. I was happy with my body. My thighs didn’t touch, nothing extra on my bones. I felt so good about myself. I loved everything about the skin...